Sta.sh
Miserable
Currently i'm not sure if i'm busy or i'm NOT busy. After work, i'll come back and play some comp and sleep. But when i have my off-day. I feel so useless @_@. It's like i'm not doing ANYTHING at all but keep playing. Just awhile, it's already 4 p.m. some move here and there, it's already night. Then the new day starts. It seem like it's not 24 hours a day to me... It seems like 5 hours a day. Gah it's just so weird. I feel useless.
Well, currently i'm doing my portfolio for the index, you can see it in my latest submission. I want to work but i don't want to work back as a waiter tho. I want some promoter job, fast cash xP. Yes i'm greedy lol. But it seem that i've lost my view to life. Life seem so dull to me. There's nothing interesting. There's nothing for me that is worth waiting for. I'm passing my days because i CAN'T stop it. Unlike school days, there's always something worth waiting for. Like recess time, chit chat time, graduate time. But after form 5 ... it's like dead dammit. Gah my perspective towards life have totally changed. My life is so worthless.
So damn boring that i feel like suiciding could give me something better.
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They told me; follow your instinct, and i arrived at a cliff.
The view was spectacular.
I won't say I understand how exactly does it feel to be working only,but I'm sure something will turn up.Don't get discourage ya~
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me love pasta!
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They told me; follow your instinct, and i arrived at a cliff.
The view was spectacular.